TinyUnicorn

Dear Saturday night............

There's lots of thing I wanna share with my dear blog.Again, after what he did last night, I still wanna talk to him and contacting him.
What's wrong with me? I wanna try to ignore him for a while, just to show him that I was mad at him with what he had done to me. But it turns out that I didn't look nor sound mad at all.
But actually I am! Well if I ask anyone, "Hey, what will you do or feel if the person you love stayed up late with 3 other girls, just stay, do nothing, but drinks together and chit-chat bla bla bla, spending time with others and not you bla bla bla"..
Whatchu guys gonna comment about it? Will you just like let it go, never mind him or what?? I need an opinions here. Cause what I only felt was rage, furious, mad, angry and urghh! none of it was a good one! He should knows it better than me! He can't just simply punish me and do things worst than me! OMG.

Kao betul2 buat darah saya naik smpai kepala ow. Kalau bole, mcam sya mao tarik2, tumbuk2 org seja ow. sangat bikin panas. Ntah kalau sya neh yang jnis mao balas juga, aih, malas sya mao cakap la. Nasib sya neh janis yg tidak suka balas org ow. Dear Karma! Please laaa muncul baaa. huhuhuhu. Jangan2 now pun dia have fun sama that 'K' girl.
Bullsht. Nahh. Bikin sya highblood eh.Hmm kalau laa saya sudah dapat lesen saya, tidak juga sya fikir sangat hal begitu. Bagus sya jalan and stay saturang2 kasi lepas stress. Stay di beach sampai dri petang smpai malam. Langsung teda fikir papa yang boleh bikin semak fikiran. Saya seja ba neh yang jenis terperap seja di rumah. Aihh. Saya penat ow orang layan sya bgini. Lama sya xrasa yang mcam kena layan mcam puteri (bukan jga la mao melebih2 sgt -_-) mksud sya, yang pandai fikir perasan sya ba. huhuhu.
I crave for that kind of attention ow. Ntah brapa lama sudah sya x rasa bgitu.
Balik2 saya seja mengalah dengan keadaan. Salah sya, saya minta maaf, yang bukan salah sya pon sya juga yang minta maaf.
Kenapa kao tidak pndai tgok tu?? Betapa takutnya sya mao hilang kao. Tapi lol jga laa, kao xpernah nmpak tu.

Kadang2 sya rasa usaha sya org xpernah nampak ow. Bukan lagi kadang2, tapi memang bgitu la ba selalu. Black sheep dalam family kan. Huhuhu. Sabar seja lah. Tidak lama juga neh sya rasa bgini. Kalau sya sudah bebas nanti, tgoklah kalau sya neh yang jenis amek berat pnya org lagi ka tidak. Kalau ya, bagus lah.
Klau tidak, sya buat org mcam angin seja tu. Huhuhu. Harap2 lah sya tidak kejam mcam tu. Hurm. But for now, just gonna keep on pray that my life will be better day by day. I didn't wish or asked for more dear God, just a little bit of happiness will do.
Im craving for that too.

Btw, recently saya ada cek kemasukan ke UPU. Saya try apply UMS. Sadly bahagian temuduga sya memang tidak tersenarai.
Tu untuk salah satu course yang sya amek la, which is Multimedia And Visual Art. Course yang lain blum ada temuduga, go gonna have to wait until mid of July.
If tiada juga, means sya apply UiTM laa. Taking the same course. Ada juga sudah sya survey2 kelayakan sya and memang byk yang course sya minat sya boleh dan comfirm dapat. LOL my dad lagi suruh amek Polis. What?? And be what? A policewoman? I meant, come on dad, I'll send to KL for like 6 months ow.. Well, it's gonna be a big journey for me, but saya rasa terlalu awal juga sya mao amek polis.
Saya betul2 mao continue my study at the university. Well, saya pernah juga la tebayang yang sya masuk U, pi kuliah dengan kawan2, and you know, looking so mature and indipendent gitu :)

Mao dekat jam 9 suda. lol my phone langsung teda sms or call.
Hmm see? Saya masi juga wait for him to find me. Hmmm apa laa mao jadi dengan kao neh enna.~ Saya selalu ow rasa kesian dengan diri saya. Selalu minta perhatian sama org.
Tapi sya langsung xdapat, terpaksa sya juga yang mula papa. Sangat lah mengecewakan kehidupan sya neh. And recently my friend, Elana, kena beli hp baru. iPhone 5. Huhu lucky her. Sudah la baru dapat lesen last year trus kena beli kreta besar. Huhu. Vios besar juga ba tuu tuk immature pnya driver. Saya?
Lesen pun teda, even kreta depan mata sudah. Hmm kancil Mira seja, tapi boleh laa :) Someday sya sudah kerja, saya akan dapt juga tu semua.
Hasil usaha duit gaji sya maa. Time tu teda sudah orang boleh ungkit2 atau mao cakap apa cause bukan sya guna duit dorang ba beli benda2 yang sya mau, kan?
Imma wait for that day! Yes! Hehehe :) I hope masa cepat la berlalu. I wanna grow up lagii!
Wanna reach my age goal yang baru, which is 23 :) Now 20, so ntah masih budak2 sya rasa. huhuhu. nvm la, masa tu pantas juga berlalu kadang2.
hehehe.

Okay lah, i guess tu seja laa sya mao cakap. lol sometimes sya rsa pa yg sya update mcam hampir sama seja. kan? huhuu. xpala, blog aku, sukati aku laa! Aisehh ayat :P hehe. Bye!