When it comes to love life, im getting sensitive about it. Especially when it has to do with my relationship, althou' im single now. lol. I've always thought that i did have a boyfriend. Why? Cause he always treated me like his girlfriend. And he's the only person whom I always texted and called. Saya xtau sudah apa jadi dengan saya. Im now becoming like his old girl. Now I know how does she felt. And I can't blame her, cause now I did felt the same way as she is now. Not to mention that now she had her new boyfriend and i don't have any. But Im glad that Ajin still treated me like one. I feel safe and secured when I was with him. Seriously, when it comes to my feeling, it was always about him, for him, and always be there for him. You did filled me up with stuffs and luxury. But I don't need all that, you know. All I need was you to be honest with me. Since we made up with that fake relation, honestly, for me it wasn't fake at all. The first day we're on relay, you've treated me like I was your real girlfriend. And that made me fell inLOVE with you, Ajin. We started texting and calling every night. And since that, we've decided that we're gonna make our relation real and be honest with each other. Remember the song that i gave to you? 'Kertas Band - Penantian'? You called me and cried because of the song.



"Kombawa?"

It all started with that word. The day where i was trying to test the chat application for facebook. And guess what? Your name was on the 1st list. And yeah, it caught my attention, you know?

14th August 2011 :
We started to chat. But that time, nothing happened between us. Just like a normal facebook friends, we're starting to get to know each other.

15th August 2011 :
Still, nothing happened this day. I dont think we have chat on this date, dont you think?? :)

16th August 2011 :
This is the date. The date that we started it all. From out fake relationship, the time you praise my youtube vids and how you adored my birthmark on the lower lips of mine. lol. Then you're saying that you're like an easy type of guy. lol :) You've made me smile that time. Still, I kept our messages in my inbox. I'll read it once a month, you know? Even twice.


#TO BE CONTINUED....