Based on my noble tittle, jyeah right now I'm home alone. C antey go round park with her ehemm, and mumy go fetch her daughter from school. And here I am, at the berands. hahaha. I just got the time to update my blog. well usually I was just facebook-ing thru my phone, used the free access. lol. and yeah today i subscribed the rm3 internet package, and straight put my sim on the broadband.

Enough with the lame intro, i wanna share some story here. Past these few days, i've discovered this one blog. owned by a girl, which i do know her, well, just slightly know her. She's indeed did say something on her blog, which was to drag me down. Well, i don't have to mention her here. Unlike her, she did put up my pictures on her blog, and yeah, mentioned my name, IN PUBLIC. Girl, i don't know whats in to you, but SWEAR i've never wrote anything to bring you down, nor your dignity, which is on PUBLIC, like what you've done about me. I know how you feel, about your past and your love life. It's wasn't my fault. You can' just simply walk in front of me, and tell me to stop loving someone that I've took seriously in my relationship. He's everything was meant for me. I have the same feeling as a girl, just like you. What can I do? I know you guys were like a perfect couple back then, but it was a LONG TIME AGO. You can still kept the memories between both of you, but what you can't keep is his heart. He told me that you guys are over, way long ago. So you can't just simply labelled me as a b*tch whom took your ex from you.

No one can blame you. Me, myself, has no right to blame you based on what you've wrote about me on your blog. But please, we're talking about a woman's pride here. I'm tired for all of these matters. I used to be a girl, who fight back when I know there's someone or somebody talking bad behind my back. No matter if you're a girl or a boy. But I've grown up, i know what is best for myself, and the things that i should or shouldn't do, like TALKING SH*T ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S LIFE?? Hello? Damn, i can't take it anymore.. Too damn tired,okay? I have a life too. I don't wanna waste my new year's life talking sh*t about others. or being sad with what has happen to me.

Like seriously, i can have anyone who i want. Don't believe me? well i don't care, at all. But im not like that. I've learned my lesson back in my life a long time ago. and hell no im not gonna trace it back to my future. I just finished my STPM's exam, last december 12th. And now im waiting for my result on march. If im lucky, i get the chance to further my study to UMS. Wish me luck for that. And yeah, if my life still haven't change until i get to enter University, I've decided to move on then. Who knows I'll find my MR. RIGHT there, right? But its too early to think about that now. I can't guarantee that I will enter University, *palis2*. Hehehe. Well, its all up to God now. All i can do is just pray and keep my faith on.



Okay enough with that matter. Case closed. Besides, she is happy with her new boyfriend now. Well, no im not jealous! Well, a little. Lol. Nevermind. Eventhou' people thought it was over between me and RJ, but for me, he is still a boyfriend to me. The way he treated me, and the things that he has said to me. I will never ever forget it. Last night he came here to meet me. And yeah, we had a stroll around the apartment's park with his car and yeah by foots. He came because today i'll go back home to Penampang and come back here maybe in a few weeks. LOL he was mad at me cause I didn't bring any long pants with me while i was staying here. okay okay, I'll bring my pants with me if i go here,okay??

Im gonna miss this place. Here, i feel like i was having my own life. I can do anything i wanna do. And jyeah, mummy arnih was so damn open-minded and sporting giler! Hahaha. I have lotsa fun here. But still, I did missed my home sweet home. I missed mama, babah, adik2 and my room, of course. And one of the matter why i need to go home is that I forgot to bring my wallet with me ==" All of my money and IC are there. Well, eventhou' i don't need to buy anything here (my mummy bought everything for me here. lol), but still, sometimes i think that i still need to buy them something to eat. maybe for lunch or dinner. well, i dont know.

There's some of the memories which i can't never forget the time i was here was the time Ajin taught me how to swim. Yeah now you know that i can't swim == lol. Yeah he taught me patiently. HAHAHA. Im a slow learner when it comes to any physical activities, okay? ==" geesh. But he didn't get angry with me with my slowly-ness on how to swim. Unlike the time when he taught me on how to drive a manual type of car. lol. But hey, i managed to go for gear 4, okay! HAHAHA. Thanks for that too, Ajin :)

Mummy and uncle are glad to know you, they said. You're so kind and well mannered. Aiseh :) Ang again, thanks for the memories while i was here. Lets do it another times,okay?

Okay that's all. Gonna get ready to go home for now.
XOXO, echabey